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and i say in my way, "are you paying attention?" don't tell me we're done here. i just wanna make something clear. i don't wanna fight. i don't want you to cry. the neighbors are innocent and waiting.
i wonder if god has friends and family members.
who love him the way i love you.
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i hope you're happy, i really do. you seem so set on being true. true to yourself, true to the world, true to your friends but not to that girl. you told her you loved her that you'd never leave but your promises will wash away by the sea. wash away by the sea.
bite your tongue and waste another year of your life. fighting, screaming for anything.
you showed me what it is to be a monster (a monster).
you showed me what it is to be alive.
i hope this hurts you, i really do. ask yourself if he's the one for you. broken inside, you always cried, there's pain in your heart and pain in your mind. you told her you loved her that you'd never leave but your promises will wash away by the sea. wash away by the sea.
you showed me what it is to love a monster (a monster).
you showed me what it is to be alive.
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i wanna be alone again when i wasn't paying attention. you slipped inside my mind. restless nights and TV shows, still never paying attention. but time keeps dragging on. as i lay in bed.
i wanna be alone again. but how can i do that when the thought of you is buried deep inside my head. keeping me awake at night.
i'm not sure about a lot of things. but i'm sure that you're what i need. you're what i need.
you mean the entire world to me. endless nights of memories.
someone worth dreaming about. someone worth wasting my time on.
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lyrics soon
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don't you fuckin' drop that shit. i don't get paid till the end of the week. i don't mind the weather. we can smoke outside but it might be too windy.
you can order whatever i'm not hungry i just had a bite to eat. only moments later "can i have some fries" why'd you fuckin' lie to me?
if only i realized all the time i spent trynna make it right. keeping you afloat, keeping me alive was a waste of time. cause now you're leaving. if everything i ever said to you was a lie, would you be surprised? could i make it right? yeah, no, probably not. well then i'm just kidding.
can you feel it mr. krabs? would you cut it out, man. your spongebob quotes are weak. roam around it's a friday night. nothing else to do. well we might as well see Sheets.
now this ice cream's almost done but hey don't be sad at least that shit was tasty. did i mention "ice cream" is code for song? yeah i don't know about that.
if only i realized all the time i spent trynna make it right. keeping you afloat, keeping me alive was a waste of time. cause now you're leaving. if everything i ever said to you was a lie, would you be surprised? could i make it right? yeah, no, probably not. well then i'm just kidding.
i'm just kidding.
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i apologize for all the things i said, all the time i spent alone in my head. sending letters home again. i thought i had freedom but they bolted the windows shut. art is torture. life is pain. i'm an angry spider. i'm gonna suck out your fuckin' brains.
the only comforting fact about life is that some day it's gonna -
the past couple nights i've been sleeping on the floor. can't even recognize your voice on the phone anymore. i've got work to do. and i'm sorry hun' but i can't stay here. now i'm a strong believer in the things i cannot see. once we're alone together you'll know just what i mean. i'm an emotional bean.
i gotta get out of here. get me away from here. i gotta get out of here cause i don't want this to be the rest of my life.
i gotta get out of here. get me away from here. i gotta get out of here cause i know that this won't keep me satisfied.
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don't wake up now. but put on your shoes. it's 6 in the afternoon. we still got work to do. and i don't want to leave everything. but i have to. and i don't care if you're not worth it. you're my everything. and i love you.
just remember this one thing. it's only worth it if there's something for you in the end. considering the fact that you're the only one to come home to.
and i'm so scared of being alone.
and i'm so scared for you to come home.
and i'm so scared of being alone.
and i'm so scared for when you come home.
and i'm so sorry, i'm just built this way.
and i'm sorry that we're up this late.
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i don't want to let all my time go to waste but i can't remember the last time i saw a face like yours.
and i'm wondering, where are your church morals now?
and i'm wondering, what happened to responsibility?
i'm wondering...
i don't want to let all my time go to waste but i can't remember the last time i saw a face like yours. i'm a fuckin' mess she's taking off her dress. all her clothing is falling to the ground. baby don't go away cause i want you to stay. on top of me she whispers.
and i'm wondering, where are your church morals now?
and i'm wondering, what happened to responsibility?
i'm wondering are shorts really for sluts?
i have chosen refusal but listen the choice i am making is not to diffuse all this anger inside me. i'm letting that sting. and the loathing i feel will keep like a ring. day after day after day after day after week after month after decade and century. infinitely i just want you to leave. the world will exist as from everything that i see.
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released September 11, 2017
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